hanya ALLAH yg xkn prnh tgglkn kita :)

salam...mlm bergnti siang,bumi mseh brputar,kita mseh brjln,nmun yg trtulis psti akn brlku..yg prgi tetap akn prgi..*ceyyywaahh ayyu!berrrbunga2 lh plk an?hahahaa..

rmai yg dtg dan prgi dlm hdup kta,,xde yg kekal pn,bezeny lme atau smentra..tempoh mse xpntg..yg pntg kesan sseorg tuu dlm hdup kita.kn kan kan??ade jerr yg dtg kjap tp tgglkn memori yg perrrrhh susa glerr nk lupakn..ade yg dtg lme bgai tp xde effect ape pn utk kite..*pglmn semua.. :)

yg prgi tetp akn prgi..blh jer nk tgisi,tp jgn menyalahi ktetuan ilahi..okeyy semua??huhu..SATU yg takan prnah tgglkn kita... ALLAH~  soo jgn nk tgglkn DIA !!!DIA yg xkn tgglkn kita  sntiasa dgn kita..mgiringi hai2 kita,its worth wen u not to foget HIM!!realy worth!!! k lah..nk prgi saloon!!hahaha. babai semua.. slmt bramal!wish me luck for the final!salam

;adk kitaaa dh kawen laahhh! :)

salam semua...sorry kalo ade yg skt jntng sbb tkejut tb2 nmpk sy update blog sy..hahaha... hri ni rse mcm nk brkrya..pdhl esk pper HRM..aihhh..*mmg ak ni out of mind! heee,,xpelahh,,stdy kjap ag.. nk update psl weding day adk kitaaa..

kalo korg follow jerr blog ak ni msti korg thu adk ak yg mne...tp mmg sorg tuu jerr adk ak ..dari ak form4 smpai skrg ak umo 21 ak aggp dia adk ak.semua bnda ak kongsi ng dia..semua bnd yg ak bt dia thu.syg dia dh mcm adk kndung..dia baek,dia xprnh b'kira dgn ak..dia bnyk sbr ng aku.mmg xkn jmpe kot adk mcm dia..huhu..mmg korg slalu gadoh besar..tp xkn lme..delaa plg lme 3bln xcntc..*lme kan/` heee.xpe skip dat!!

skrg dia dh jd istri org..xthu nk epy ke tak..hurmm..nnty dh xblh hangout sme2 dah..pstuu xblh nk shre semua bnda dah..dia dh ade tggngjwb yg lg besa..huhu..agk la sdey..tp heppy jerr sbb dia hepy ng huby dia..

adk..one thing u shud noe..no mtter wht,i'll olwez lebiu as my own sis..neva foget u sis!u r da best thng ever hppen in mylife!da moment u nid som1,.i'll b there for u....olwess!huhu

adikk!me start missing u..but wht cn i do..u hve a newlfe.. b a gud wife syg,,obey ur hby..get a beby soon!xciteddd nk tgk ank adk!heeeee... pomizzz to neva eva foge me yaaa? muaahhh :*

ape yg nk brlaku..biarkan~

redha dgn ktentuan,ikhlaskn hti dgn sgalany adlh satu jln terbaek dlm hdup...aku xmntk ape2..aku xmntk utk d beri segalany..aku hny ign kbhgiaan..d beri org skeliling yg memahami dri dan cara hdup aku...andai mereka tdk mmpu..aku lpskn meraka..mgkn msing2 blh hdup bhgia tnpe bersma~ mgkn mncri yg memahami itu susah..tp insyaallah ade~ k lah..bye salam :)

aku dah twr aty~ :)

org ckp jgn ssekali ckp kte mnyesal knl dgn som1..tp aku nk jgk ckp aku mnyesal knl dia,aku mnyesal syg dia,aku bnci dri aku sbb syg dia~ xberbaloiii!langsong takkkk berbaloi bg ksh syg kt org yg xpndai nk hrgai...tp xpela..dah tade jodo laa tuuu kn..biarrkan dia bhgia dgn hdup ny~ aku tade hakk pn nk cmpur.. dan hrp aku bhgia dg hdup aku ..so jgn nk cmpur hdup aku lg..dgn fmly aku pn xpyh nk dkt sgt..sorry to say dat~ aku bkn mmbnci,aku bkn nk kau bnci..tp nilah luahan hti aku., :) salam

rnduu kat blog kitaa neyy~

aduiiiiyyy!!!lme gilaaaakkk xbukak bnda ni!!bzy ke????xbzy sgt pn....xthu nk update ape sgt....huheee... assalamulaikum dan hai3!!!!!i'm back!!


semua cht je kan...aku pn dh mkin mgembang ni...semua bnda  mgembang..hak3!nk kte bhgia?tade laa bhgia pon..balak pon dah tade..oohh myy!!i'm singleee laaaah!haaha...


cuti sem dua bln lbh aku xbkk pon bnda ni..kcian dia~ asyik duk berfb n twitter je kan..alolololo bcuk3!!syg blog sy ney! *smbil peluk blog* hehee..dah2..tamaw majuk2..bsuk sgt! :p


skrg aku dah stat blk...now i'm sem 5 ..cpt jerr mse blalu kan...dh mkin tua,tp prangai xubah2!bengong je memanjang..aihh ayyu2~~


oke fine!!!dah mati akal!tade modal!!!!!1bye2!!! kisss cket! eemmmuuaahhhh!!! :D

awk lelaki dan sy prempuan . . . tired!

knpe?sbb awk lelaki awk blh buat sesuka aty awk laa??n sbb sy prempuan sy kne dgr ckp awk n thn jer ble awk mrh?mcm tuuu? ego awk tggi sgt kot!amarah awk pon sme!kalo slalu mcm ni,mmg sy xthn laa..


jgn fikir dri awk jer...jgn fkir awk je yg btol..i'm tired enaf!!!

tidak adil~!

skt aty sgt ble aku buat xboleh..tp smpai part dia, xmngaku slh langsung!!ego tuu xyh laa tggi sgt kan.. nk tgk aku moody berhari2 bolehh laa..truskan prangai elok tuu ek..dhlaaa xnk mgaku,blh plk accuse aku plk yg slh..mlampau sgt!


ksbrn aku pn ade bts laa..nmpk aku mcm tade prasaan mcm ni bkn brerti aku tade prasaan..tlg jge tgkh laku tuu ek..plisss...

i noe i hve u...

this post dedicated 4 u dear..whose olwez b bside me in hepy or sad~ 


evry sngle of my day..u were bside me... i had shared evrythng with u..u neva giv me any doubt to lov u...u neva mke my tears flow over me..u such a gud fren!a gud sista!a gud listener! i'm glad to have u...


i had told u bfore...yes,i can afford to lose u..but i wont neva let u go!!!neva!u r part of me..forever!!!!!!!!dat my promise...i noe i can count on u..n u can count on me too sayang!!pliss tc...wteva hpen..pliss dun 4get me..pliss olwess b bside me..i nid u mor n olwez~ :'(

pati???

ade x org gado psal pati smpai bercerai berai???hahahaha... adoyy...kalo ade mmg aku nk gelaakk hbes!!tuu bdoh laaaa...psl bnda tuu pn nk pecah belahh..bnda blh setel kot!!


yess...tuu yg brlaku kt aku skrg! dia pati laen n aku pati laen!!how come~~~~~ dhlaaa dia obsess gler ng pati bongok dia tuuu!blh plk dia kutuk pati aku ??aihhh..pantang bebeno aku!!kalo xske duk diam2 jelaaa..tayah laaa bsing2... aku xkaacau pn pati dia!


statement dia yg xbolehh belaaahhhh,yg plim aku skt aty 'skt laaa mte tgk  bendera tutt kt tepi2 jln neyy' aihhh!!aku trik nfs pnjg!hahaha...nk gado cri laaa tema laen..tayah r tema pati!!xminat laa politik2 ney...


but...seems aku da dpt prstujuan kdua2 pihak...msing2 dh xblh sbot isu pati!!!spe sbot ciap!!!hahaha...

sero aty . . . .

kdg2 aku act like seorg yg tade prasaan...pdhl aku tpu dri sndri...jauh d sudut aty aku trase atyy glerr...knape org xphm aty kite??aku thu npe aku mseh brthn...sbb syg..juz dat~ smoga aku kekal brthn.. :'(


wishim our ukhuwah wil remain till d end~ :')

dia baek..dia sweet...dia caring~ :) tp....

cintaaa terhalang olehh orang tuaaaa~~~~~


mcm mne yer???aihh.....bnyk sgt dugaan ny...

sakit gg!!

final belum abess skt gg dah mlnda!!3pper lg kot nk abes..ya allah dugaan kan... skali aku perah otak skali dia bdenyut!!sme naek !!pnadol 3papan aku bwk semua hbes aku telan!xtahan dooee!!! skt gg laaa bnd plim skt slps skt branak..kan3????xpyh tny,semua org thu... . . . 


smpaii laa aku bli ubt 4.50 sebji.. mhl wooaaa!!d sbbkn mhl sgt aku syg nk mkn!muahahaha!!bodoh btol!rela skt dari mkn ubt mhl... aku thn2 pnyer thn smpai ma abh aku bwk ubt...time tuu tggl satu pper je ag.. aku mkn ubt abh aku bwk..ubt yg tuu aku smpn dlm peti besi..kakaka!


n skrg!!teke aku dh cbut blom gg aku???hek3...blom lg~~ sbb bzy sgt,sbb duit tade,sbb tkot, ...huhee... n ubt yg mhl tuuu hilang!!!!!xskt aty mano dehhh!!sipe pnyer sipe,tp ileyyy!! (hahh,,daa kua klntn daa~) hahaha...

mlm esk aku nk pegi cbut da...tak tahan simpan beban lme2!huhuu...kpd sang pesakit gg..sy sgt memahami korang..oleh itu ksbrn dan ktabhn amt penting... huhu..muahhh2!lebiuu oll!!

dun b jeles ayu~

org bhgia,biarkan dia bhgia.. nty lme klamaan bhgia tuu plk dtg kt kte..xpyh nk jlez dgn khidupan org..allah maha adil..dia thu yg terbaek utk hmbanya...kalo kite rse kekurgn,mntk dgn dia dgn rndah dri..insyaallah dia akn bgi...jgn tnjuk prangai hdoh kite kt org ayu yer.. smoga allah memberkati hari2 kita.. salam :)

rnduuu ko dio~

missing u mke my day empty!
missing u mke mylife miserable!
missing u mke my heart crying!
missing u mke myself lonely!
 missing u is da most hurt thing i guess!but isokey,ur smile,ur hppiness wud b da healing of my heart!
seems like u r in happiness right now,yess i'm too...HIM giv us da bez way,i think...
yep..not to deny,in my sngle day i olwez rmembered u,rmember our memories,rmember ol da thing we had faced together..feeling like i'm missing one of  my shoulder!ohh only HIM noes dat... 


lassstttly....plis be hepy dear...pliss!

eeeGOO!!

taaa pyh nk ego sgt lahhh kite hdup ney.... dgn ego xblh pergi jao pon.... kalo merc ke,BMW ke oke jgk!!hahahahaa..bodoh btol!!kalo rnduu tuu xpyh laa nk ego...jdy gler tade psl2 spe susa??hishh..ayyu2,,dah2,buang ego kae tuu jao2!silap2 org kau syg GO xkmbli.hahaha

final~~

LAW 17HB
STATISTIC 22HB
BUSINESS COMM 24HB
INFORMATIION TECHNOLOGY 28HB
PUBLIC RELATION 31HB


the most complicated subject is law n stat!!n now i juzz wanna said,,i donno evrythng bout it!!!!!!!!rajin,,tlg lahh dtg kpd ku.....plissssss!! n  to my paper,tlg lahh kuar soalan yg senang2!


1st APRIL,,SEMESTER BREAK START!!!lets go 4 party wit my besties!huhhhuhuhuhu... :))

setelah kau datang~ :))

rse mcm di landa krinduan yg mlampau. . . 

rse mcm kbhgiaan yg xthu dri mne dtg ny . . .

rse mcm org skt tp xthu skt ape . . 

rse mcm nk senyum jerr slalu . . .

rse mcm ,waaaaahhhh!!!(tataw nk ckp ape)

umm semua tuu mmg aku xpernah rse sblum ney...whts hpening actly??ohh noo,,i'm bcome mad!!hey boy!u mke me going crazy . . .crazy 4 uuuu!! :))
dun wanna lose u,,hop u will b da one who wil tc of me for da whole of my life! amin~

kawan saya di ragut!!

meh nk story morry meh... kwn sy..haifaa kamil di ragut smlm.... ya allah,cpt sgt kjadian tuu smpai aku xblh nk bt pape... mmg aku duk diam je tgk pragut tuu bwk lari beg HK!gilaaa kot..sial pnyer pragut...nk ,mntk r!!hahahaha bodoh!


part yg plg nkl bila kwn aku tuu kejar dia . . ya allah!smbil kejar smbil dia meraung "aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh'' satu bndr mchg dgr!semua panik!hahaha.. penangan suara HK,memang tak boleyy d tndingi..hak3...mmg dia kejar kot..smbil mlut 'kurang hajaaa!!!!' ilaaaa..kejar dia laaaa,,kejar diaa!!' hahaha..egt2 blk mmg serius lawak gler!


pragutt tuu naek ego jerr..blh plk dia bt kje dgn skuter..hishhh,gilaaakkk!mmg satu hari geram kt dia..smlm xboley nk tido kitorg..hahaha..dh laa puasa,terpkse laa berbuka kt balai polis..kakaka...seram kn bnyi..adoyaaaiii!hahaha...


kcian HK ,tp nk bt cmne kn..tade rezki...duit cket je pn dlm tuu,,tp geram tuu lbeh...bodoh sgt laaa lki tuu !mmg nk cri peragut tuu smpi jmpe!nex isnin nk blakon  blek..nk bwk beg mcm tuu je..pstuu stanby moto..kejar bramai2..peerrhhhhh!terbaek laa kalo plan mnjadi!


lenyekkk jgk binatang ituu kaalo aku dpt!!!!huhhhh!

nmpk sgt ke?

nk tny soalan ni..tp aku  rse soalan ni kwn2 aku je blh  jwb..kalo aku bdmud ke,ade mslh ke,ltey ke, nmpk sgt ea??huheee... soe laaa kalo yg mmg nmpk sgt prangai bruk aku tuu..aku xdpt kwl laa emosi aku ney..apetah lg emosi,muka pn aku xblh nk kwl.. muncung je kan kalo ade mslh.. . . 


smlm pergi umah k.eesha..xde psl2 kne mrh kt dia sbb muncung je..nk ckp xnk ckp..blh plk aku prgi umh org bt tade mud.. rsekan kne mrh ngn kk..hahaha... kcian kk,bnyk jgk dia ckp.aku bkn ape..smlm ade mslh campo ng aku lteh n mngantuk..so ape blh bt kn? ajk mkn pn xnk..mnum pn xnk..


smlm kne basuh  ng kk.. kak ckp 'laen kalli pergi rumah org jgn bt mcm tu...xkre laa yg rpt ke xrpt' uhm...oke2,,,xnk bt lg dah........ tkot ng k,esha..garang sgt!hahaha...insyaallah,aku akn brubah..huhuhu..

seseorang pergi . . . .

apabila seseorg pergi krn kesalahannya sendiri,maka  biarkan dia pergi..
apabila seseorg pergi krn kesalahan dri kita maka pertahankanlah dan brubah lah kalau kita mnyayangi ny..
apabila seseorg pergi  krn org ketiga (kwn,bf,gf,fmly) maka redha dan trima lah..
apabiila seseorg pergi tdk bersbb,maka tdk perlu aneh..krn ALLAH thu ape yg kita perlukan,bkn yg kita mahukan  :)

amin~

ya allah.....peliharalah aku dri sgla syaitan2 di dunia dan di akhrt...
pimpinlahh laahh aku ke jln yg d redhai mu~ :')

hepyy loll!!

hepy ble ade org yg care psl kite!
hepy ble org brebut ksh syg kite!
hepy ble org tipu kte!
hepy ble semua yg kte buat ade je org nk jge!
hepy ble final dh dkt!
hepy ble xthu ape2 pn nk face exm!
hepy ble nk blja,tp xpndai!
waaaahhhh!hepy nyerrrr!!

biar berjauhan . . . .

Biar menjauh dari menghampiri
Agar tak berulang kelukaan hati

Biarlah putus tak bersambung lagi
Andai diingati sedih pun kembali

Dan bila ku berhadapan teringat kenangan silam
Yang menghiris perasaan lama terpendam

Biarlah aku degan caraku
Selama ini tidak kau peduli...

nk berstory cket!!jom3!

nexwikk aku ke mlaka... bersme2 rkan skelas.. dua bas je... gnn semua ade.. mnarik sgt lah trip kali ney..mnraik sbb 3 sbb!! satuu pergi bersme group aku yg hpening!dua sbb besties aku mia n syed ade kt sne tggu aku! tiga sbb bndr melaka mmg mnarik!huhu...

mmg dua hari kt situ aku xdduk diam!jalan je kje...tmbh pulak mia ade kete kt sne..mrata aku jln..smpai 3,4 pg kot..huhuu... dh bebulan xjmpe bestie aku sorg tuu..ya allah rnduu hny tuhan allah yg thu.. bkepit dua hari mmg hilang rnduu..huhu.. mia terrr,,thnx syg bwk pergi jln2!!syed pon..thnx sbb sudi tmn aku n mia jln2 tgh bndrya mlaka tuu..smbi  snap2 pict kami..huhuu..

bnyk jgk laaa membeli..duit tade laa bwk bnyk sgt pon..skdr yg termmpu je laa..collect dgn semua siblings aku..hahaha.. jln2 kat DP smpaii lteh kki2..ltey smpai naek beca berhias..lenyap 10 rggit..xpelaa,jarang2 kan..pstuu buat gelang brukir nme .. mia satu,aku satu.. sebijik..huhee.. heyy mia,,jgo mlep gley tuu..iley siap!! :p

jalan malam bez kt sne..bndr wrne wrni..bersih je...naek mnara taming semua..bez wooo!naek dgn si mia pnakut tuu.. padah tgk cter final destination laa tuu..smpai terbwk2 ..hisshh.. k laaa..tu jerrr... thnx semua..spcially mia!syg korang sgt2!muaahh

melaka :D

had so much fun kt melaka bandaraya bersejarah!!! got wonderful day with my lavly2 group,besties n others!!!bnyk sgt tmpt aku pergi..nk list ke???um xyaa laaa!tgk gmbr ,nnty teke2 laa aku mlwt kt mne k?xlarat nk tlis panjang2..juz nikmati gmbr2 yer??????huheeee.... xsempat upload kt cni.. add sy kt fb edayu jaafar ek.. :)


thanx too GNN,mia, n syed sbb bt hari2 sy indah kt melaka..huhee..salam

novel 'keimanan cinta' da best novel i ever read!

assalamualaikum semua... ign sje ku mncoret sejuta kata kpd kalian semua.. (jdy ayt pow novel sekat2 bco novel) huheeee....

ehhhh,,korang nk thu x??novel keimanan cinta ni best glerr kot!!(bg aku laa) bg korang tataw r..try r bce ek.. smpai part lwk aku gelak sorang2..smpai part sdey aku nanges sorang2..kalo org tgk da mcm org gler daa..hahhaa.. byk pngjrn dlm novel ney..mmg terbaek laah!

even aku single je skrg,tp aku dpt rse msej yg nk d smpaikan..yaALLAH andai benar crita ini, betapa besar ny nimat mu..btapa agungny kuasa mu wahai seorng pencinta... :')

try laa bce yer.. kalo korag xnanges mmg korang hti batu!hahahaha... novel tuu je peneman ak time aku teman ma aku buka jahitan kki dia.. trima kaseh adik shyam sbb tlg plh novel tuu!!(ksian dia xdpt bce lg) hahaha... k salam

rindu separuh mati kt semua~ :'(

rndu kt korang smpai sparuh mti!!hrp korang semua cht2 dan egt aku slalu yer??n smoga ukhuwah kita berkekalan hgga ke syurga!!dun wanna lost u ol!!i wud die if i hve to lost one of u!!

missing u kak,even blja tmpt sme n dkt je tp tetap rndu..sbb kk bzy memanjang.. :( 

miaa. . . . . there's no word to be xpress ..i juz wanna hug u my dear bestie!!miss u so3 much!!! 

anis!!awk yg plg jao thu x??dh laa pegi lme!ohh noo  . . start to missing u lahh!

bdk spet,,,,sgt memahami dri anda..juz wn u noe,msg doesnt mean anythng..u r in my mind oolwez! :)

n . .  .adik!!!wil b mis u..kk ke kl kjap yer..tc olwez!

bestfren are da people in life dat make you laugh a litle louder,smile a little brighter,live a little better and wen u r alone or not they wil olwez in ur  mind :)

semalam yg melucukan.. :D

oke fine!xsempat bcrita aku rse dh nk gelak hbes!!hahahahaha!!adoyaaiii! smlm aku ajk adk teman aku mlwt ma kwn aku (mimy) kt chempaka..sbb sorang kn,agk lerr tkot!huhu..drive pnyer drive,smpai kt trafic lyte balai islam adk aku mntk bukak kekunci pntu kete,aku mmg dh thu ape dia nk bt.. nk mludah laa kje dia.. (sbb dia xcht,btuk2..tekak ny agk tdk slesa)..


'haaakktuihhh'! smbil dia mludah tetiba bnyi bnda jato!!aku mmg dh thu ape yg jato..hhahahaha.. guess wht??fon kot!!!!!!!!!!kakakaka... aku ckp 'adk,pe yg jato?fon?tgk laa!' dia bukak pntu luas2 cri..tp xjmpe...hak3! tetiba lmpu merah btuka jdy ijau!hahaha.. blum smpt jmpe aku pn gerak laa..takan laa nk duk situ kn ..bkn dia mty sbb fon murah!..hahahaha...


aku cri jln kg,pusing blek pergi tmpt kjadian..smpai je kt situ xnmpk pape!!!aku trun dri kete tgk smbil hti runsing tkot ade kete dtg..tggu lmpu merah aku pergi tgk.. 1st jmpe fon yg tnpe bteri,sim,keypad,cover blkg.. blh byg x??hakk2!!aku dah gelak hbs..c bdk tuu dduk je ats kete tggu aku kutip smbil gelak!haha..ngekk btol!!


mmg dkt 10x lmpu bertuka..skali merah aku pergi cri..skali merah aku pergi..haha..satu2 jmpe.. time jmpe tuuu mmg berterabur..semua bnda duk tmpt laen2..mmg adk aku duk ats kete je smbil tnjuk 'tuu kak!'  'tuu kak!' aihh aku bg jgk bdk tuu kn!hahaha...last skali bru jmpe sim!hak3!adoyyy,,skt  perut aku.. bdk tuu gelak sbb tgk anggota bdn fon dia di gilis kete2 yg lalu..aku mmg dh xthn time tuu..rse cm nk klua tekak aku gelak!


adoyy,,jnji ng kwn aku kul9lbey,tp smapi dkt kul10 lbey dh..smua sbb bdk mlg tu lahh!!ade je bt hal!hahaha..mmg xblh lupa lahh hal smlm!ble egt blk aku gelak sorang2..adoyy..

cita2 saya!

dari kecik sy nk jd polis!tp sbb tgn sy xbrape nk btol sy pn brubah mud utk mnjdy seorg lect!hahahaha!dari saat tu smpai skrg cita2 sy xprnh brubah..heeeee..skrg sy ambik jrusan prniagaan..so lect in finance oke jgk kan?huhu..tgklh mcm mne..insyaALLAH..doakan sy yer...


cita2 kita ade dua..yg realiti dan yg fantasi,,nk thu cita2 sy yg fantasi?sy nk bergambar dgn john abraham!!waaaaahhhh!minat sparuh mti kt dia!tp xthulaa ksampaian ke x..uhuk,, npe minat?sbb body dia kot!hhahaha (agk GS kn!) ..eh2..xdelaaaahh!gurau je.. sbb mke dia machoo!mcm sweet je !terbaek lashh kalo dpt jmpe ng dia..

tgk dia pnyer 'jebeng'..perhhhh!caaiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrr~~~~~~~~~ hahahaha..(abaikan ktiak ituu) heee..daaaa

dunia ini remeh!

tdk perlua memikirkan hal yang remeh temeh..sesungguhnya dunia ini adlh remeh!sebaliknya fkrlah tntang akhrt..sesungguhny akhrt adlah hdupmu yg kekal selamanya~ :)

we're too young!

20 years old doesnt mean dat we're olredy old,matured or whteva..dun be so sure dat wat u do,wht u thnk,wht u say is olwez right..u juz goin in a life cyle which hve too many test from ALLAH to 'umatny' which is called human.. wht HE dcide,is wht da best 4 u.. (agk tunggang langgang).. juz to remind me myself utk terus berfikir d jln yg betul jln yg yg d redhai olehNYA~ :) smoga dri ini terlindung drpd segalanya syaitan dan musibah,..amin..

mom , dad u juz can put da blame on me~ sorry! :(

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for u
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your daughter was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry~ :'(

bobok jap!

bila tiada kerja..aku suka membobok!!skrg mud bercampo baur. . . . . benci,dendam,rndu,syg,kasih,mnyesal, semua ade ng aku..xnormal??umm mmg pon...sgt2 xnormal lah..agk ltey jgk nk mlyn prasaan2 di ats.. mcm sial!huhh. huhu..sabo ayu sabo. evryhtng wil b  oke laa.. calm down yer ayyu.. (mcm org gler tenang kan dri sndry kan?) hahaha..

k bye!

maafku pinta utk ibu yg tersyg,,,

aku mnulis hri ni dgn air mte yg mgalir tnpa henti.aku ank yg truk .. maa ,,ayu mntk maf utk sgalany..ayyu thu ayu dgil,,ayu myusahkan ma n abh..ayyu rnduu ma n abh sgt2...


smlm aku col ma ...tny kbr ma.. lalu ma ckp 'ma oke,cume xblh nk gerak pergi memane,ma rnduu ayyu,ma trigt kt ayyu sorang je,ayyu xigt kt ma ke??ayyu dah xsyg kt maa lg ke?'(dgn suara yg sdey dan mnangis)  ya allah,,engkau sje yg thu hati aku mcm mne..dh rse mcm nk luruh.. air mte aku mgalir tnpe henti..berdosa ny aku kn..


aku mnangis xhentii...sdey glerr kot.. ma aku xpnh pn tny n mgeluarkan kte2 mcm tuu.. siyezz!!soalan laz tuu yg bt aku rse berslh sgt..aku ni dgil sgt.. how come aku blh bt maa aku mnangis sbb prangai aku yg truk ney!bodoh pnyr org kn... jgn jdy mcm aku yer semua.. sygni ibu korang..jgn pernah lukakan hti mereka..tmbh2 ble mreka dlm mningkt umor,dlm ksakitan,dlm ape jua kita tdk brhk skalipun mlukai hti seorang ibu!


ibu mlrg bersbb..ibu memberi b'sbb..tetapi ibu mnyayangi kita tiada bersbb..dia syg kita wlaupun kita teruk!dia syg kita wlaupun kita dgil!dia syg kita wlpn kita myusahkan!dia syg kita wlpn kita ccat,dia syg kita dlm ape jua keadaan skalipun..


btul kte pepatah..ibu blh mnjga berbelas2 ankny,nmun berbelas2 ankny blum tntnu blh mnjaga hati seorang ibu.. :'(


ayyu,,please tke it as a lesson..jgn dgil sgt lahh!