cita2 saya!

dari kecik sy nk jd polis!tp sbb tgn sy xbrape nk btol sy pn brubah mud utk mnjdy seorg lect!hahahaha!dari saat tu smpai skrg cita2 sy xprnh brubah..heeeee..skrg sy ambik jrusan prniagaan..so lect in finance oke jgk kan?huhu..tgklh mcm mne..insyaALLAH..doakan sy yer...


cita2 kita ade dua..yg realiti dan yg fantasi,,nk thu cita2 sy yg fantasi?sy nk bergambar dgn john abraham!!waaaaahhhh!minat sparuh mti kt dia!tp xthulaa ksampaian ke x..uhuk,, npe minat?sbb body dia kot!hhahaha (agk GS kn!) ..eh2..xdelaaaahh!gurau je.. sbb mke dia machoo!mcm sweet je !terbaek lashh kalo dpt jmpe ng dia..

tgk dia pnyer 'jebeng'..perhhhh!caaiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrr~~~~~~~~~ hahahaha..(abaikan ktiak ituu) heee..daaaa

dunia ini remeh!

tdk perlua memikirkan hal yang remeh temeh..sesungguhnya dunia ini adlh remeh!sebaliknya fkrlah tntang akhrt..sesungguhny akhrt adlah hdupmu yg kekal selamanya~ :)

we're too young!

20 years old doesnt mean dat we're olredy old,matured or whteva..dun be so sure dat wat u do,wht u thnk,wht u say is olwez right..u juz goin in a life cyle which hve too many test from ALLAH to 'umatny' which is called human.. wht HE dcide,is wht da best 4 u.. (agk tunggang langgang).. juz to remind me myself utk terus berfikir d jln yg betul jln yg yg d redhai olehNYA~ :) smoga dri ini terlindung drpd segalanya syaitan dan musibah,..amin..

mom , dad u juz can put da blame on me~ sorry! :(

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for u
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your daughter was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry~ :'(

bobok jap!

bila tiada kerja..aku suka membobok!!skrg mud bercampo baur. . . . . benci,dendam,rndu,syg,kasih,mnyesal, semua ade ng aku..xnormal??umm mmg pon...sgt2 xnormal lah..agk ltey jgk nk mlyn prasaan2 di ats.. mcm sial!huhh. huhu..sabo ayu sabo. evryhtng wil b  oke laa.. calm down yer ayyu.. (mcm org gler tenang kan dri sndry kan?) hahaha..

k bye!

maafku pinta utk ibu yg tersyg,,,

aku mnulis hri ni dgn air mte yg mgalir tnpa henti.aku ank yg truk .. maa ,,ayu mntk maf utk sgalany..ayyu thu ayu dgil,,ayu myusahkan ma n abh..ayyu rnduu ma n abh sgt2...


smlm aku col ma ...tny kbr ma.. lalu ma ckp 'ma oke,cume xblh nk gerak pergi memane,ma rnduu ayyu,ma trigt kt ayyu sorang je,ayyu xigt kt ma ke??ayyu dah xsyg kt maa lg ke?'(dgn suara yg sdey dan mnangis)  ya allah,,engkau sje yg thu hati aku mcm mne..dh rse mcm nk luruh.. air mte aku mgalir tnpe henti..berdosa ny aku kn..


aku mnangis xhentii...sdey glerr kot.. ma aku xpnh pn tny n mgeluarkan kte2 mcm tuu.. siyezz!!soalan laz tuu yg bt aku rse berslh sgt..aku ni dgil sgt.. how come aku blh bt maa aku mnangis sbb prangai aku yg truk ney!bodoh pnyr org kn... jgn jdy mcm aku yer semua.. sygni ibu korang..jgn pernah lukakan hti mereka..tmbh2 ble mreka dlm mningkt umor,dlm ksakitan,dlm ape jua kita tdk brhk skalipun mlukai hti seorang ibu!


ibu mlrg bersbb..ibu memberi b'sbb..tetapi ibu mnyayangi kita tiada bersbb..dia syg kita wlaupun kita teruk!dia syg kita wlaupun kita dgil!dia syg kita wlpn kita myusahkan!dia syg kita wlpn kita ccat,dia syg kita dlm ape jua keadaan skalipun..


btul kte pepatah..ibu blh mnjga berbelas2 ankny,nmun berbelas2 ankny blum tntnu blh mnjaga hati seorang ibu.. :'(


ayyu,,please tke it as a lesson..jgn dgil sgt lahh!